Incomplete

Life's awkward most of the time now,
I am living like nothings happened and there's only today and I am going to make it count, the countdown begins for me to just explode into a bundle of Ashes when the fire die's out.
The question that haunts me, like an eternal neightmare is WHEN? when will I loose control of my self, when will  you come and rip me again, with your deathly or jaws,
or when will my past come to get me?

The shadows under my eye's are darker with every second, you may not see it, but I feel strange and Lost.
used and Incomplete.

Dare

For some reason, people keep daring me to do something.
thing is, I'm not good at accepting dare's!


So now I am stuck trying to get help to do my latest crazy dare.


HELP!

Angry

cheater!
Liar!
Murderer!
Thats what you are. I've given up. You shook me. and now. YOU ARE DONE WITH.

Going crazy

You smelt like heaven

I and you hung out way to often.

Now your a stranger,

Why won't you call me.

I've got 365 days left for you.

I will give you a change,

JUST CALL!

Your making me nutty, 

this blog is proof,

I suck at this

You suck at this too.

Forget you!

You've been ignoring me,

partner,

I am going to forget you exist,

I am going to live my life again,

You are NOT going to be in my life, 

Not anymore,

Not anytime.

I am sick and tired of this drama you made,

You used to be AMAZING, you shook me,

You were amazing,

You were like a roller coaster, now I hate you for it,

you are gone.

DELETED!

CRAZY over you.

People fall,

people make mistake's

CAN'T YOU SEE, I'm not perfect like you wanted me to be?! Can't you see I made A mistake? Can't you take it. Will you please understand, I'm here lost and alone, I made a mistake,

                         I LOVE YOU! I should have said that instead I said.

                         I don't like you that way

I hated my self for it, will you take me back,

I was foolish,

Now I need and want you why won't you be mine?

I wish you would understand, I wish you could come back, I wish alot of things.

I'm sorry.

I'm just crazy over you.

I couldn't cry.

You were my all,
I remember everything, I was foolish, I was immature what else could you expect, I wanted you, you wanted me.
I was foolish, I couldn't admit it, Now I do. And now, I am on the verge of tears, you were one of my closest pals, Its just, unexpected.


I was angry at you.


Now, I miss every single thing about you, you took me by the hand and left me in the forest.


I'm in love with you! 
I've said it, will you be mine?

Bombs, Gun's And YOU!

Listen!
Can you hear it, My hearts beating. There's bombs falling everywhere, I'm on the verge of tears, Gunmen are near us, My breath is coming out in hard gasp's. I think I hear drums. Your Brownish-black hair is covered in sweat, and you too are breathing hard, I could have sworn they were closing in on us... You held my hand, you Didn't seem to see me surprised and yet it felt natural that you did that... You didn't notice, You pressed my hand harder.. You said your voice soft and tired "They are coming"


"I...I can't believe it." I half-whispered


He turned around, Gawd, Why did I tremble so much? He looked at me and smiled.


Stupid.


I wanted to scream at myself, "Neither can I" You said.


I heard the unmistakable sound of someone getting their guns Ready. You leaned in... And I was in heaven

Hi

Hello Everyone, 
Guess you may be expecting this, From my old blogs
Loveena97.blogspot.com or xoxo1997.blogspot.com
You were expecting that one day, I will lose my password and Have to make a new blog. Again.
You were right.
If your expecting more content your wrong!
I've lost everything!
my mind's a whirl, and I've lost sence of truth and livin'
did you BELIEVE it? Cause' you got fooled!